Dearest «i am» of “You” , «i am» loving “You” , #ΘΑΡΑΝ01011

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Dearest «i am» of “You”

,
«i am» loving “You”

… ❤ … ….

… !!! …

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Please, do not fret, Dearest !

In “this” lifetime of mine,
being “blocked” has been
“part of the schedule” …

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Starting with my own “family”
at … “home” … …

was never … “accepted” for
my «i am» …!

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In fact, since i was VERY little
“the joke” (on or about “me”)
had been that
there was “a mistake made”
at the clinic i was born,
and they “gave them
… the wrong baby”.

.

And then, a very little “later
in life”, my family would
be calling me
… “Ataxia” …
the Ellenic word for
… “Nautiness” …
as,my “rebel nature”
knew of “no~barriers” …

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Particularly,
for “always”
being “fat”
and,
eventually,
with
the whole
“gay thing” of mine …

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… ” i “have been a “liability”
for the … “family’s reputation”
AND
more importantly,
the … “inheritance” ,,,

… the very two things
that,
from “the start”
were
NOT “priorities”
of mine !…

BUT / AND

were, ofCourse,
… “the family’s” …!

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And, so

was
… “shunned” …
“put on the side”,
… “perithorised” …

for not
… “conforming” …
to the “set
of rules and regulations”
of
said … “family values”.

.

Have been “used” for my
“gifts and talents”,

but/and

once it was of no “use”
to them anymore

or,

once it was evident
i had A LOT MORE to offer

than

the “enclaving”
of the … “family busy~ness”
had any “use” of

… “the family” …

have been
… “secluding” me
and
… “social distancing” me …

(sound lately … “familiar” … ?!?)

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Was never … “supported”.

Other than
what
“the family”
considered “support” …

which was
the … “financial” …

and,
even “that”,
was, ofCourse,

“according” to

NOT
what i have been in the family

NOR,
what i have offered

through
“my” hard work and BEingNess,

but ONLY,

“according to”

… what
“the family … thought”
… “Alexia deserves” …

which is
basically,

“… what
a fool,
a clown,
a looser
… deserves …”

,

My nephews,

for example,

particularly one of them
being my “GodSon”,

have been … “systematically”

since their “teenage years”,

… “avoiding”
ANY contact
with me …

mimicking
their parents’ … “behaviour” ,

that
… “Alexia” …
had been having …

.

And,

no matter how “far” i would “travel”,

trying to

“be MySelf”

without
“the judgements”

and,

… “make it on my own” …

,
somehow,

i have been
“always”

conFRONTed
by people

with
… “suspicion”
and “redicule”,
and “despise”,
and “fear” …
:
… the “bloody foreigner” …,
… the “fat old cow” …
… the “fucking dyke” …
… the “idle idealist, non~pragmatist” …

.

Which,

TRULY,

since “my own family”
have never offered me
the “support and protection”

that
my «i am»
has

ALL WAYS
~
“always”

offered

with ALL my BEingNess,

with NO … “discrimination” …

to “them”
AND
to any “other” …

(which “non discrimination”
has been the “hindrance”
to people of not “coping” with me)

well, …

“it”
… the whole “blocking” thing

guess,
has been more
… “manageable”
than
it could have been …?!?

(… mind you,
i wouldn’t mind it one bit,
IF
it was “easier”
and
DID have
“support” and “protection”
… ❤ 😊 ❤ … ….)

AnyWay …

Dearest «i am» of “You” !

Look !

You inspired in me
a whole other … “block” of writing…!

LOL LOL LOL
… ❤ 😉 ❤ … ….
LOL LOL LOL

Seriously, Dearest !

being “blocked”
… so very “systematically” …
only means …

… how did “you” put it ? …

«you pinch them, Alexia»

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Yes, my Dearest !

the “old paradigm” is being “pinched” !

As it should,
by so many of us,
the … “Light Workers” …

particularly,
the “First Wave of Volunteers”
as
Dolores Cannon
described us

that we came on Earth
and
“managed” to … “survive” …
after spending
ALL these “linear” years

(in my case, …
“half a century” …!)

… “alone” …

and
“attempting suicides”,
all throughout

(“my last serious” attempt
being on the 2nd of January, 2019)

from
the horrifcations
we “FEEL”

… “of personal” …

AND

of “done” on “Gaia”,

Her Self and BEingNess
Her Creatures
Her BEings,
Her human BEings

ALL around
… this Beauty~Full Globe …!

STILL

… WE …
ARE “HERE”
IN THIS “NOW”

FINDING EACH OTHER …!

For

WE ARE HUMANITY THE BEAUTY~FULL

WE ARE HERE TO CARRY THROUGH

OUR ABUNDANCE IS INEVITABLE

Dearest «i am» of “You”

,
ALL WAYS
~
“always”

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Grateful & Great~Full

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ale3iA​

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… ❤ … ….

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#disMANtlingEMPIRES

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#reCALLingTRUTH

#REmemberLOVE

#createABUNDANCE

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