~ of “… the iNNer «ΔΙΑ~ΛΟΓΟΣ» … «scene»”

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~ Virginia Woolf [?]
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«ὁ ἈΝΘΟίΠΟΝΑΣ»
‘endeavoured’ to ‘address’
“Mr. E” …

– why do i have to suffer like this? …
don’t i deserve a little piece of
Heaven on eARTh ?!?
am not a bad person ! … i try my best
NOT to wrong anyone ! …

– … what about yourSelf ? …

– what about mySelf ! … i wrong my~Self ? …
am strong enough! God knows
i proved “that” time & time again …

– … You are not proud of yourSelf ! …

– am learning to be …
i always thought it hurts more …

– … your self~confidence …

– what about it ? … it comes and goes
like with everyone else’s … !!! …

– … we are not talking about everyone else’s …

– well, am not used to … i mean … there
«She» is !!! … this gorgeous,
so absolutely bright woman …
how can i keep my self~confidence ?!? …

– … You all~ways have yourSelf ! …
no matter what !
… and «She» will know that …
«She» will feel more confident
«to be»,
knowing “that” about «You» … !

– yes … i see ! … and, i do have love for her …

– … and so You should !
… You’d be a fool NOT to !!! …
«She» is a great woman and
a wonder~full “Human «BEing»” !!!
… after~all,
“it takes ONE to recognise ONE” !!! …

– yes, i see … well, …
i know that some~how i deserve “her” …

– … yes, well … the question You are afraid to ask, is …

– yes, i know … “does ‘She’ deserve ‘me’ !?!” …

– … Exactly … !

– well, … the thing is, …

– … the thing is …
You are too afraid to trust …
… too afraid to trust ANY~ONE with
your Self !

– … isn’t “that” normal ?!!

– … ofcourse it is … that
is exactly it !!!
… don’t you think «SHE» is afraid to
trust “You” with Her~Self … ?

– yes … i see what You mean …

– … You have to trust yourSelf with your~Self first …
otherwise, how can any~one feel
safe enough with
their «Self» in your hands ? …

– yes, #ofCourse … ! …
You are absolutely correct …
#ofCourse !
i know that
«i am»
#BRAVE «to BE» that …
… i … just need to …

– … prove it to yourSelf ? …

– … exactly !

– … no … no need ! …
the «awareNess», is enough ! …

– yes … i see … but then, …

– … easy ! … small easy steps ! …
one @ “a «time»” ! …

– yes … one @ “a «time»” … … …

[ from «~ the master~mind’s journey :
«#iN» to the ΛΑΒΥΡΙΝΘΟΣ» ]

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~ «KhamaéΛΕΩΝ»

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~ “Confess” (2018)

“mix” by
“FAZ”

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