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~ of “… the «#ON~ion» … «scene»”
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[…]
‘she’
“had” “found” “the writings”
from the “Κύκλος”
“series” of “2000”
the … “* Inner Dialogue *” …
“22” years “a~go”, and
STILL, “this”, «#ON» “going”
… “process” …
yet,
… “distinct” …
“how”
could
«it»
EVER
NOT «be»
the “main” … «lovers», that
“her «#Life»’s journey”
had … “enamelled” …
“one”, «it» “seemed”, MAIN «one»
for every “major” «decade»
of “her «#Life»~«time»” …
the “last days” at the “uniVersity’s campus”, @ “21”, “finishing” her
first “Bachelor of Arts”
(“oh! … NOT ‘married’, then ?!?”)
«#ON» a “joined degree”
the particular “establish~me(a)nt”
was … “offering” …
«#ofCourse» “it” would !…
‘she’, “freshly” @ “17”
“landed” … in “Oxford”
to “begin” her “higher education”
… exactly as *she* all~ways «knew»
‘she’ would …
and, “No” …!
… «it» … was NEVER
“constructed”
«to be»
a “certain” «way» …
how~ever,
*she* would «all~ways»
“have” this «inner knowing»
of “things” … «un~folding» …
“… the «yarn» … of «#LIFEjourney» …”
‘she’ was “still”
(!”shocker”!)
… “a virgin” …
“this world”
of «time» & «space»
‘she’ was “living” «#iN», “had”
“the females’ status”
“according” to “owner~ship”
to “a male’s convenience” …
the “SUR~name”,
“established” by
the MAIN “empire” that
“started” ALL “this”
in “CAPITIS DIMINUTIO”,
“certified” the “owner~ship”
… “NOTion” …
«#iN» “legal” [FICTION]
… “terms” …
thusly,
“her” … “sur~name”
would be “the cerification” of
“her” … “servitude” …
@ “the times”
‘she’
was … «growiNg» …
the TOTAL … “«BS»” …
was “occuring” …
the «BIG SHIFT»
AND
the “bull s**t”
the “old paradigm’s”
“dash” in the “re~lay race”
of “empire” … “over~haul”,
was being … “un~LEASHED” …
… even “a woman”
(“woman” ONLY in
the “legal” [FICTION] “sense”)
had been “elected” PM, and
“taking a~part” earlier “construct”
AND,
“a parroting expert”
(“expert” ONLY in
the “legal” [FICTION] “sense”
~ the “parroting”, “he”
had “THAT”, “down”)
had been “elected” president and
“taking a~part” earlier “construct” …
in “any~way” …
“being a virgin” @ “the times”
was “all~so” being “taken a~part”
by a “#NeW” “order” of a “madonna”
and,
“losing HALF of her virginity”
~ LITERALL~Y,
“half” of “her
hymen” was “broken” ~
by
the Beauty~Full “love~making”
of a Wonder~fully “gorgeous”
~ and “younger”, by “2 years” ~
“prince” from “Kashmir”
… «#ON» … a “night~stand” …
(NOT “the furniture” !!!)
the ABSOLUTE “UN~thinkABLE”
of “the times”
and, *her* «Self»’s “poise” …
the “other” ~ “half” was “torn”
by the “cold surgical instruments” of
the “middle~aged man”, that
are “expert” with “women’s bodies”
(as ONLY
the “legal” [FICTION] “terms”
of “this world”, “institute”)
“AFTER”,
having ‘her’ … “wait”, with
“legs up, bounded in stirr~ups”, for
over “an hour”, (was it ?!?) …
her “20s”
by
“breaking” her “at~most”
“FEAR~full” of “secrets”
of
«ΠΕΡΙ~ΠΤΥΞΕΙΣ» ~ “quibbles”
of the “sexual nature” with
“a woman”
and, “10 years” “older than her”
@ “that” … [?!!]
“when & where”,
“basicAlly”, “had” «been»
a … “sex~toy”, for & of
“the more … mature” … “one”
“who”,
after “8 years” of ” her total
devoted attendance” & on the
“very month” of “final exams”
for “her” MA,
(a gruesome “9 months” away from
“her «BE~loved»”)
“phoned” from “home”
to “let her know” “she was getting FINALLY engaged” …
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~ “i cried for You” ~ (2005)
( from “Piece by Piece” album
of “Katie Melua” )
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