~ of “… the ‘THINKiNg’ of OUR~Self as ‘FREE’ … «scene»”

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«ὁ ἈΝΘΟίΠΟΝΑΣ»
“struggled” … “back”
«#iΝ» the “dwelling room”

~ as “he” called the “guest room”
“he” was “inhabit(t)ing”, the past
“1 and a half year”, NOT
«it» being … “natural” for «him»
«to be»
“staying” in the
“main bed~room” with
the “double~bed”,
“with~«#Out»”
“his” … «#BE~loved» …

BE~sides (of “B~single’s~side”)

“this flat’s” … “history”
“had” «been» … “repugnant”
to «him», too

and,
since “the latest purge”
“his mother” would “commit”
to “his «space»”,
«#UP~#ON»
“his” … “force~full”
“re~turn” to “home~land”,
“2½ years a~go” «now»,
from … “HellAs” …

«he» “had” … “spend”, “11 years”
… “10” of “which”
“had” «been» of
… “raising a child” …
(from “4½” to “15”)
that
“did … ‘NOT «BElong»” to “him” …

as
“the world ‘he’ was ‘living’ in”
ABSOLUTELY
“despised” the
“un~NATURAL”
Nature of … «loviNg» …
a “Human «BEing»”,
(as “consentual adults”, even)
of
the “opposite sex” … “organs”

&
thusly,

«his» … “deplorable”
pain
of “losing
a child”

“had” «been»
… “dis~missed” …
to “say the least”

“he” was … “used … to” the
“snubbed” … “attitude” of
“society” & “family” & “friends”
and, «he»
was “under~standing” of
“their” … “dis~comfort” …

… the “silent” & “deliberate”
“ambutation” of “him”, from … “family”
… “legaCY” …
“irreplicably” … “trans~ferred”,
“slowly” but & and, “surely”
to “his”
by “7 years older”,
“astute” “brother”,
that
“all~ways”,
“any~ways”,
with the “age~gap”,
“established” a “status quo”
of BOTH
“when You grow~up”
or & and,
“Big Brother” is “saying so”
and,
NOTHING «honourABLE», «he»
was EVER .. “interested”
«#iN» “persuing” …

«he», how~ever,
“experienced”
“this” particularly “pro~found”
… “perforation” …
from
“the very people”, «he»
ABSOLUTELY “devoted”
and … “re~located”
his “whole #Life for”

BOTH
“the woman AND child”

“with~«#Out»” his
“well~advanced”,
“prior~knowledge”

… “deserted” “him” …

“leaving” «him» … “alone”
“a week” from

“eviction”
from
“the 3rd” consecutive “home”

“he” had … “raised UP” …
for
“them” … «ALL»

… “cast «#ofF»” …

as
“once
(or & and ‘more’)
BEforE”,
“once
… a~gain” …

[from «~ the master~mind’s journey :
«#iN» to the ΛΑΒΥΡΙΝΘΟΣ»

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~ «KhamaéΛΕΩΝ»

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~ “On Se Croit Libre” ~ (2018)

“mix” by
“FAZ”

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