~ “… «ΩΣΑΝ» …”

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<< …

and,
«… “LOL” …»
she thought

«…”i”
get to “have a meal”
3~4 times a week
JUST “like”
“my”
… “Divine Kinred” …
is … “feeding me” …»
she concluded

and,
… she added
«… “the meal” is
still … “bread~crumbs»
that “i” am “supposed”
to … “get along” …
sedately … “carry through”
while “KNOWING” i “am”
a … “huge creature” …
with “so much” to “bring”
to … “realisation” ! …»

her head, hung, once again

she was so tired
wearied, exhausted, fatigued,
spent, drained, bushed, done,
pooped, sapped, whacked,
debilitated, enervated, fagged,
shattered, beat, βεατen, worn,
consumed, overtaxed, overused,
bleary, wasted, prostrated,
clapped out, burned out,
tuckered out, played out …

she could truly utilise
a companion’s supportive
assistance in all of this

as she
was, undoubtedly,
aware of
the quandaries
a companion oƒ hers,
would, was, is
weathering

and, she
would, was, is
so wish
to be
present
ƒor
them

«… together …»
she pondered, again

«… so “much” would
get … “accomplihed” …
t o g e t h e r …»

then,

“… it is for the better …”
… ( ? ! ! ! ? ) …

the “voice oƒ”
was it “doubt” ?
was it “acuity” ?
was it “sagacity” ?

in “this” state,
physical sparseness,
emotional dearth,
mental paucity,
she was not
able
to … distinguish

and, “the work”
had not … let up

she was
… bereft

her eyes
would tear, and
salty droplets
would ƒall,
roll down her cheeks
perhaps,
yet
on, their “own
… accord”

«… or, is it
… “account” ? …»
she contemplated

the bank had
once again,
high~jacked
her ever so scrupulous
… balance …

she was put at “0”
with “17” more days
“to go”

«… just like …»
she uncompleted

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